Since my third place in a progressive pot series, I haven't been winning that much. Actually, I haven't been winning at all. Even the online freerolls are not giving me much hope. I was in the money on freeroll tournaments 1 out of 3 tournaments before. I've been playing for 3 days straight now and my best finish was 500+.
I'm down for quite a bit now and I'm seriously thinking about taking a hiatus from poker. It's getting to emotional for me. My decisions are affected by the amount I've lost. And that's never a good thing.
The catch of it is, I really can't say no to a good game. The only hope that I have is to bury myself in work. I'm considering taking the graveyard shift so I wouldn't have a choice but not to play.
I'm not sure how I'll do with that but let's see...